a liar....

well, actually i don't want to lie to you all. But i have to....

because i think, it's not the right time to tell you about the truth, i means not now .

off course i still realize that we are family and between the family member must trust each others.

but looks, let be honest!

although with all jurisdiction and the legal rules we've still a family. in fact you all never act like a family for mine.

you all like pentito! If we were family, when i faced my enemies. you have to stand behind me or at least you must protect me.
and what you fucking do? you prefer to became my enemies best friend!

Then, how could i trust you?

i still remember i ever make a promise to the god, that i will protect all my family with everything i have.

and after you betray me and trying to sell me to my enemies. i think i must depend and protect myself first before i trying to protect you.(TAF)

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